I see the want
Not quite disguised
A brilliant flash in your eyes
I wonder do you understand
Why you can not be my man
My flaws you see will always stand
Our cause will wither from demand
That one of us or both you see
Will crumble under scrutiny
One day again, will come a time
Where it won’t matter that I am kind
You will come to regret your choice
But only after you steal my voice
The past caused so much pain to me
You altered me eternally
Forgiveness has been given free
Yet the memories will never leave
It is fun for us to dream
Imagine all that we could be
Time that’s passed could be redeemed
To entertain the pleasant thoughts
Will turn our hearts into knots
Poison then would trickle in
Rotting out our very skin
I do not want to lose my friend
I was not enough from the start
I can not give you back my heart
By, TJP